I am so upset when I see other people getting pregnant

We have been trying for a baby for 3 years now and been for numerous tests all which have come back fine, we are now going down the IVF route which is so hard and I feel like all my friends around me are getting pregnant, easily may I add. I feel so angry and jealous which I know I shouldn't be but I can't stand to be around them at the moment and be happy for them ( how awful is that). I can't shake this feeling and everyday is consumed with worry and what-ifs. I could do all of this and it not work. I just couldn't handle anymore of this if I didn't get a happy ending. I feel this is taking over my life. And I feel sad and sorry for myself.

I had a similar experience, 5 unsuccessful IVF in 4 years. They diagnosed PCOS, tried again with donor eggs, but also unsuccessfully. We decided to eventually try surrogacy. Here's the place that I went: https://vittoriavita.com/
I hope you become a parent.